FAMILY TREE

I learned you in the language of filth, in incompetence. Plastered lettering amongst entities. Fear of change. 

These were all the things inviting to me, and gracefully accepted. I chose permanence in ideology, a secret affair. I chose consideration in speckled annoyance. How my face grew mellow in thought of being chosen too. 

You chose dinner, the thought of intimacy shared with the woman whom loved you towards the end of time, even if there was a tomorrow. Breaking the news wasn't an all too distant factory, as it piled and moved in sequence, how sitting in wonder shook the line down memory lane. It became all too familiar now, in strangers, in dominance, objectification. I lacked interest in flooring the absence in mind. Or how a seat being placed next to you would null my growth. But I thought about you everyday here on out, dopamine hitting the scene. How I hijacked my brain in light of acceptance in the path of you once more. I want to understand you through light speed, accuracy, and falling. Screaming through the sky asking in for a hand in the game we created. All's clear to me now and I've dedicated space for you. All the way home.